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HEAR.

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　Greetings
　Second entry!! woo !! Im still trying to get the hang of making an entirely new html for each new addition to the website, its very hard and i almost broke the website lmao but we're balling! i think!!
Yesterday I had a path altering event and now im just coping in the wake of it. I told myslef this year i would take content creation in a more organized and diligent way and i think i will. Im currently trying to make all my layouts match and be cute about it. maybe the super duper kawaii desu ne pilledcore of the layouts will push me to stream more. cause i do enjoy streaming, like alot. i like talking and playing and interactiing, i like the performance of it, theres not alot about streaming i dislike. I even like when chats on the quiet side cause then i can start rambling. I think i just need to work on either pacing my words or being okay with shutting the fuck up from time to time. what a concept, my silence.
lemme just say, I want Ramattra Tekartha Overwatch in a way thats so carnal and despeerate. The other night i had a game where someone else on our team was Ram and they crouched at me ans said hi and i got so nervous i felt nauseated. Like this is genuinely so sick i dont want to date anyone. Can you imagine?? like i get a lover and they express how much they like me and i start getting dizzy like huh????? atp no one touch me ill start stabbing people idc.
im gonna do my hair today and try the lucio mastery stuff and make a video about it. I feel bad putting the Megan Cobra video on the bakcburner but i do not have the bandwidth rn, maybe later muah muha *ignores the stare from the trigun madoka essay* ill do it if my sister doesnt give me a buunch of work.
thanks for listening, i really appreciate it xoxo